The Locusts That Ate Your Years

Shame is the locust that keeps eating after everything else is gone. That's why God said it twice.

I've been sitting with Joel chapter 2 for days now, and I keep coming back to one line:

"I will restore the years the locusts have eaten."

Not the months. Not the days.

The years.

But here's what most people miss: Joel isn't talking about a metaphor. He's talking about an actual plague that devastated the land so completely that even the old men couldn't remember anything like it in their lifetime.

Four Types of Destruction

Joel doesn't just say "locusts." He lists four different kinds:

  • The swarming locust (arbeh)

  • The crawling locust (gazam)

  • The consuming locust (yelek)

  • The chewing locust (chasil)

For years, people thought these were four different invasions—Babylonians, Persians, Greeks, Romans. Some said four different kings. Everyone wanted to make it symbolic.

But here's what I learned: these aren't four different enemies. They're four stages of the same destruction.

The locust in its different phases. From embryo to full growth. From the moment it hatches to the moment it consumes everything in its path.

Some seasons, the enemy swarms—overwhelming you all at once.

Other seasons, he crawls—slow, subtle, stealing your joy inch by inch.

Sometimes he consumes—devouring everything you've built.

And sometimes he just chews—grinding away at your peace until you're too tired to fight back.

Sound familiar?

The Devastation Was Real

Joel says the vines dried up. The pomegranates withered. The fig trees died. The fields turned black like fire had scorched them.

The priests mourned because there was no grain for offerings. The drunkards woke up because there was no wine left—not even for necessary uses, let alone debauchery.

Even the livestock were groaning, wandering around confused, looking for grass that didn't exist anymore.

The seed rotted under the dirt because there was nothing left to grow.

This wasn't poetic language. This was total devastation.

And the people had never seen anything like it.

The Conditional Promise

Here's where it gets real.

God says He'll restore those years. But He says it after calling His people to return:

"Turn to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning. Rend your heart, and not your garments." (Joel 2:12-13)

Not a performance. Not a ritual.

Your heart.

Joel tells them to call a solemn assembly—a time of total restraint. No food. No work. Just confession and crying out to God.

This isn't about looking repentant. It's about being broken enough to stop pretending you had it under control.

God doesn't restore what you won't release.

Before and Afterward

Joel uses two words that stuck out to me: before and afterward.

Afterward, God pours out His Spirit. Dreams. Visions. Prophetic clarity.

But before that day comes, there's darkness. The sun turns black. The moon turns to blood.

The timeline matters.

Repentance → Restoration → Outpouring → Deliverance

You don't skip steps. You can't fast-forward through the part where you admit you need Him.

The people had to face the full weight of what the locusts had done. They had to cry out, not just with their mouths, but with their lives. They had to consecrate a fast, gather the elders, bring everyone to the house of God and say, "We can't fix this."

Only then does God say, "I will restore."

"My People Shall Never Be Put to Shame"

God says this twice in Joel 2:26-27.

Twice.

Why?

Because shame is the locust that keeps eating after everything else is gone.

You can rebuild your life and still feel like a failure. You can have a second chance and still hear the voice that says you don't deserve it.

The land was so destroyed that it looked like judgment from the Almighty Himself. The kind of devastation that makes you wonder if God is even still with you.

But God repeats Himself because shame is the last thing He's coming for.

He's not just restoring what you lost.

He's erasing the memory of how it felt to lose it.

The Invitation

Joel ends with this:

"Whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved." (Joel 2:32)

Not "whoever has it all together."

Not "whoever never fell apart."

Whoever calls.

That's it.

You don't need a clean record. You need a broken heart and an open hand.

Even the cattle were crying out to God in Joel's vision—beasts with no words, just groaning, looking up for relief they couldn't find on their own.

If the animals knew enough to cry out, what's stopping you?

So here's my question for you:

What years are you still mourning?

What did the locusts take—in stages, in waves, in slow and grinding devastation—that you've written off as gone for good?

God's not done with those years.

He's just waiting for you to stop pretending you can get them back on your own.

Rend your heart. Not your garments.

That’s it for today

keep JOY, live Disciplined

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